The Hardest Blog Post I'll Ever Write

Some of you may have noticed that I haven't been keeping up with blogging for the past couple weeks. I didn't know how to write this or what to say. How do you accept that your best friend is gone? I had you for 15 years, I cried all over you, kissed you constantly, and loved you unconditionally. How do I live without knowing your around?

Since I could talk, I wanted a dog. I literally bugged my parents until they took me to get you one weekend. I remember picking you out and taking you home; how you hid under the kitchen table because you were scared and I didn't understand why. Even though Im hurting so much right now, it was worth it to make 15 years worth of memories with you. You gave me more love than any human ever has. The only comfort I can find is knowing that you are with God, sitting right beside him on his heavenly throne. You were so sweet and so innocent. Im glad you didn't suffer. It hurts a lot to write this, so much so that I can hardly see to type. I will never forget all the memories we share. Maybe one day this won't hurt so bad.

Chipper, know how much you were loved and still are. We miss you. Until I see you again...